and omgosh there's smelly guy sitting beside me in the library now.
yucks
oo omgosh THE psycho ex-gf!! haha WHY IS SHE STALKING YOU??
omgosh and how did u know?
oo ok i just found out that was chiann.
omgosh crazyy. is the gf from the same ntu too?
hahahaha i shall blog here! :)
dno if you all still check.
lol
my bf's ex is stalking my blog so i better blog here. shld be safe i hope?
hahahahha!
u guys never ever once fail to cheer me up!!!
i love reading what u all wrote, what u guys are up to now
AND THANKS CHIAN AND CHIANN! lol what kind of bday wish was that lol!
i am.. not feeling at my best these days. always feeling empty and stuff. and that ive screwed so many things up. that i disappoint myself and the rest. that im too indecisive and that is actually affecting my friendship and work. that im too irresponsible. that i dont organise my time properly.
i need someone to be with me all the time. to do things that we both love to do, not doing it just to compromise me. i dont like that feeling, i dont like all these fakeness/unwillingness/whatever that is lah.
omgosh. this is horrible.
and i realise i cant really open up to people anymore. why ah.
this is depressing sigh.
BUT UR POSTS REALLY DID CHEER ME UP! haha (((:
all the wrong decisions i have made, and the regret it.
i should make a decision and stick to it and then try my best to make my decision work. yes? but it's so hard if ure not strong enough.
yucks i dunno what im blabbering now. i have so many many friends, but where are the true friends. so hard to find. maybe i should start appreciating things more. and start doing things that i said and promise i will do. maybe that will make myself feel better too/less crappy.
i love u all! really missing u all on my 20th bday (:
MUACKS! [:
LOL no one else online leh!!!
chian & chiann wishing
MISS TEE WHEN CHEEEEE
happy birthdayyyyyyyyyyyy u pokpoktou!
ooo yeah how'd u know it was me? lol. i dint know my writing stylezzz was so distinctive. the bf discussion's mighty interesting but too bad there're only 2 of u who get to discuss abt it. i wanna join the club too!!! MWAHAHHAA (despo much?)
gahhh exams are coming!!! like, wayyy too soon :(
need to start studying!!!! jiayou for those who're having exams soon too! hahahaha we shall, we must and we will meet in the flesh once this is over!!! (...ARE u flying back for cny hooi?)
hahahha chiann having bf problems wheehee! it's like that one la not easy haha.. in the first year, even sometimes nowadays i quarrel with my bf can quarrel until 3-4am, then the next day you want to kick yourself cuz DAMN TIRED, and phone bill gonna be crazy that month hahaha.. but don't a bit a bit say wanna break up la, that one cannot simply say one haha if not if you regret, very hard to take it back!! and btw ah.. my bf also not very sweet one okay, sometimes he is la hahah but 24/7 sweet those kind, don't really exist okayy.. actually maybe got la, but like 10 or 20 left in the world. try not to quarrel la! very shang1 shen1 and shang1 shen2 one.. then get old very fast hehehe..
and qipok why were you talking about me the other day huh huh?? i think you wrote on my wall leh hahaha i havent' read it yet. i need to starrdieee man, why am i blogging huh huh? btw you damn pok la, change your birthday to sat, i got work manzz!
and chiann how you know that one's kelei? can see one meh? hi kelei, come back to melb! the weather's getting better!
lovelove,
hooi
hahah QI, i dont think nui EVER comes here. not after dno since when!HAHA
eh i stil dont quite get the honours part. it means u'll be having an extra cert? but u haven started doing ur honours rite? which means if u do u'll spend another yr there or wad. omgosh confused :x sorry ah..spore system diff..lol
yes yes hooi. hmm more or less okay alr i guess. yes im totally the kind who needs to talk calmly and so i do! but the thing is sometimes he doesnt see theres a prob unlike me, and he wouldnt want to bring it up first cos he thinks its all emo talk and everytime there's an emo talk, it'll be abt sth he shld do. so yalor..frustrating! and he doesnt give in. just too headstrong ba i guess. haha! and my bf not sweet de lor..unlike urs :( so yalor...quarrels here and there. but thank gdness he's a SUPER logical person (which sucks sometimes) and he'll think of 1000 reasons why we shldnt talk abt breakup etc etc and then again, i cant win him so yea, we're not breaking up.
HAHA
eh kelei why u emo! come share share.
Clinic Deariez
consultation hours: ANYTIME ANYDAY.
LOL!
♥ chiann
hello hello i'm pretty down in the dumps too! and that's all i have to say. hope to see u guys soon!!! =D
yo go listen to this one it's not bad
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WGnmx2mYLaM&feature=related
such a sad song!
and i didnt know she was melody, that taoze's ex gf. ooooooo.
now i prefer blogging here than in my own blog. i only feel like talking to u guys. awws.
sigh sigh sigh. i dunno whats wrong with me these days!
haha im looking forward to tmr's dinner, byron and poh's cooking! hahaha
hooi, i screwed my interview up lol. but luckily my teammates were good, so yea it kinda balanced up. ohgosh i seriously should start speaking english using pro terms. i cant speak fluently without repeating certain words i realised. so irritating ohgosh!
and chiann im graduating 17dec 2.30pm! haha. if im taking honours that means i will have another cert lah, like Bachelor of Commerce (Honours) :D
i should study harder. shooo nonsense thoughts away and concentrate!!
hahah hooi is the love expert. eh hooi we were discussing about u that day! hahah
eh chian, i cut my fringe again lah, so screwedup now, no more mushroom head ):
and nui! i bought a present for u already! just not sure when i will send it over (yes my mum's mother's day present is still here omgosh. and kelei's. lol)
